some of my words....................

Now I can’t feel. Somehow I’ve lost all my feelings. The only thing which I can feel only my empty heart. My eyes want to suppress the pains which are reflecting in my eyes.

I can’t forget her for a single moment. I can’t believe that she is not with me. I can’t accept that. Till now I’m waiting for her because my heart won’t allow me for other options. I have no idea about the pain of love. I can’t imagine how much i love her. She is still in my breath. How can I forget her? I don’t know what was my fault, but I’m suffering for that. I’ve no way to know the answer. I couldn’t imagine that she can leave me alone. I don’t know why she did it but I can’t stop myself from loving her.

I shared everything with her, my dreams, my thoughts. She was the only reader of my Diary. I gave those all to her. I don’t know how will I live! I’ve no dream, I’ve no goal and I’ve no interest in life. When she had gone she took all my happiness and wrapped me in pain.

I love to talk but now I hardly share anything with others. I’ve some words which I can share with nobody. She was my best friend and we spend hundreds of hours over phone. We told each other every negligible incident. There was no secret between us. But I can’t share my thoughts with anybody because I Won’t be able to do that.

I didn’t speak well for a long time. I miss her all the time. I can feel her but I just spoil my life. I don’t know what will happen in future but sometimes I feel the smell of death....